| | Feelings that I've locked up in the back of my mind somehow always find its way back to haunt me in my sleep. I lied restless in bed last night, thinking of what we had, what we didn't have, and what we could've had. I don't blame you for what happened between us. It was entirely my fault.
In the beginning, I thought you were a game, that you weren't real, and I wouldn't actually like you. In the end though, I did. You're an amazing person, and I totally fell for you. I was able to be myself with you. I could joke with you, laugh with you, and didn't have to hide anything. I felt so comfortable around you. Your laugh was infectious, and made my days go by happier. You made me feel secure, inspired me to love life, and know there were better things in this world than Dior shoes and Chanel purses. Most importantly, you made me realize being me was okay too.
It's been 5 years, and as happy as I am to have the opportunity to know you again, what happened between us then still lingers in my mind. Quite honestly, I don't want to disappoint you again. I know I betrayed your trust, and you could never trust me to be honest with you again. Thus, I think it's best if we end things here...
...미안해.
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| | Posted 9/29/2009 7:57 PM - 36 Views
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