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My annual update:
What has happened since I last blogged in this piece of shit?
I finally got my ass to pay $25 to get back my Xanga Premium. Boy, do I miss blogging. I almost forgot how much fun it was... work is consuming my life... and I am just soooo off beat in my life, physically, mentally, and spiritually.
I went to church for the first time in eons, and found myself in tears after singing some praises... goodness... deep down inside, my heart wants to believe the truth that JC brought to this world, but my MIND and REALITY tell me that... it's all BS. *sigh Whatever... I don't know... perhaps if I ran towards the Church, I would find an inner peace I haven't had in a long time...
Now that I've gotten older, life has changed tremendously from the once drama fun-filled and carefree lifestyle. I am now: a broke ass 23 year old with a mediocre job that eats too much in the most depressing city in America. Haha, okay... my life isn't THAT awful, but I can attest that it is very much different from what it used to be.
The past year has truly been both a blessing and tough spoonful of medicine to swallow. Family life has gotten complicated. The relationship between my father and I has come to the point where I can't talk about anything meaningful in my life to him because he would just come back at me with a "...well Buddha said..." blah blah blah. Everything is so religious with him, it drives me insane. I love my daddy so much, but sometimes his overly zealous religious behavior worries me. I mean, wouldn't it worry you too if your own daddy thought that he could separate his soul from his body and have like... meet ups with strangers who could do the same in foreign countries? *sigh I guess I should be happy for him--religion gives him emotional bliss. I know how much of a burden I've been on him emotionally, and it's only natural for him to worry about me, but fuck... I'm old damnit.
Anyway, I am still shopping, nonetheless... the part of me that hasn't changed. Here are some items I picked up for this Fall:
Chanel Timeless Clutch - Black Caviar - $1025
Dior Ballerina Flats in Brown Croc - $495
  
Dior Darling Jacket with Fur Trim - TOO MUCH
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| | Posted 11/18/2007 2:54 PM - 14 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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